If you haven't read Part 1, read about it here: http://iisjong.blogspot.sg/2012/07/truth-about-this-quiet-girl.html

So, I've received quite a handful of comments from people, be it on my blog post, through texts or Twitter. I am sincerely thankful for that. I am somewhat glad that at least I am not the only Awkward Penguin around, and many people could relate to how I feel.

I'd like to address that yes, I cherish friends of quality. A lot. My issue is that I often question myself whether I am the one who's weird. Why is it that the rest can click with each other so well, but not with me? If it happened to any one of you reading this post, I'm sure you'd fret about it too. I felt lost and alone, coming from someone who was never afraid in taking the first step when it comes to making friends in the past. I'm not used to not talking much, and it's even scarier without my crazy friends beside me to assure me and stuff. As a girl, I tend to over think.

As I am typing this post on the bus, I looked out of the window and into the sky. I saw this small fluffy cloud among the bigger and fluffier ones. Somehow it's similar to me. But the sky is never ending, and the winds are unpredictable. Someday we'll open up and find our own group of clouds that we are comfortable with.


With that note, here's a message to myself, and to all the Awkward Penguins out there. We're worth better than this. Maybe being alone kind of makes us stronger and clearer about the people around us. So say it with me: "Fuck it, I'm FABULOUS!" *flicks hair* *blow kisses*

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  1. Your picture is totally you mannnzxczxczxxc. That's the spirit and you go girl. & deep down inside my heart, I believe you are not an awkward penguin and even if you are one, you are one cute, colorful and tall penguin HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH and I understand how evert talkative person hides a awkward person, so just talk when you want to be ;)

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    1. Why you spam comment on all my posts hahahahaha THANK YOU! <3

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  2. many people could relate to how I feel

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